Once again, i think. How's your feeling to me? Is there nothing at all? Are you really the freelance guy without feelings?
Sometimes I wonder if we're both afraid. Afraid if we started all as a real relationship, we wont be this happy. I admit it, failed on the second chance with you will hurt me so bad. I prefer waiting until I think we can.... Yeah IF ONLY, you like me. Yeah maybe I over estimate you.
I just want to convince you that you're not my sidekick. I really really want you to know that i love you, so much. But, i'm afraid it would change everything. So i just keep silent.
Do you ever be jealous? I would be very happy if you do.
but, things you, we, do when we're together.... Makes me.... 'Rollercoasting'. too happy too sad until I drowned.
Maybe we're happy when we're together but not as a couple.
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