Hey, how are you? I hope you're good. How is yours? Is she fine? I hope so.
I don't know why but last night i dreamt about you. You hug me like you used to in the past. And now I realize, I'm missing you. And I think write a letter for you would be the best idea to make me feel better. Here it is.
I was thinking that when we're getting closer I shouldn't wish to be yours. I know you well. I knew you didn't want it.
And that's true, wasn't it? You went away again. After you left me like that for twice. Turn your back and make me felt so crazy. Can you help me understand? I always try to understanding you. As best as I could. And I did it. I was living my life, moving on from my third broken heart caused by you.
But I keep try to reach you just for knowing how are you, how is your school.
At our second anniversary, I was trying to call you. You didn't answer it. 2 days later someone told me that you've already had your new girlfriend.
It's great, i thought. I knew i was hurt but there's nothing I could do except smiling for your happiness right?
I know It's hard for me, like always. But I also know that I'll be stronger day by day only for you. For everything that you want me to do.
Just be happy for your life okay? I watch you, keep you, everyday forever.
One thing you should've know, I can't be moved only for you. <3
Sincerely
I. S. R.
