Sunday 2 January 2011

Bad luck

I pray to god everyday. "Please meet me with him god. I miss him." I know that God always listen and that's true. I met you then. I ask for a ride and you let me in. We talked. We laughed. I felt so much awkward cause it had been so long not to see you. I felt like wanna hug you close like I did but i cant. You're not alone.

You won't try to save me
You just want to hurt me
and leave me desperate
You taught my heart sense I never knew I had
I cant forget the time that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine
-Silverstein

I always think that I would never ever love someone like you. I never try to stop loving you even you have 100 girlfriends. But to other? I hate them when I know they found someone else. And the feeling? Gone.
I dont judge you, stalk you, sending you much message. Maybe I call you once a month just to know how you are. That's all. I just love you like that.

"I still care about you. I think about you all the time. I’m praying for you constantly. I want so badly to know you’re being taken care of. I wish you the best in life, not because you’ll surely find it, but because you deserve it. You deserve so much. I just wish you knew how much I miss you."
-Adam, Owl City

I said it was fate that we met. But you said it was a bad luck. I laughed. How could you be so rude? :)))
But then I realize that was true. Seeing your face make my "thinking about you all the time" phase come again. But there's a positive point. You promise me will always answer my telephone every 25th of the month. That was good.
Aaaaah. I dont know, maybe I'm just confused now. But overall. It's nice to meet you