Spicy Day

Today is a kind of busy and.....spicy day. Because my cute litle panda kind of having problem with spicy things. Everything was started when Mr. C ate some fried rice and... He felt terribly hot. See?



And then after that he went futsal and I went searching shirt maker and kite maker. He picked me up at the balubur with a red face because he had eaten maicih and craving for a "doubleyousee". =))
and the he turned into a crazy rider, honking everybody and finally we stopped at giggle box to waste and eat some food. =))
well aaaanyway. The awkward day doesn'tstop there. Tragically, we order beverages that........just say it... had a very very bad taste!!!!
We talk and laugh so much....
C: kenapa sih si mr. O terkenal di tasik?
I: ya wajar atuh bey. Ga ada meureun di tasik orang yg ganteng kaya gitu mah..
C: sebenarnya ada sih. Dulu. Sekitar setengah tahun yang lalu. *sambil manggut2 pegang dagu
You're so lovely honey bee. I love you so much. Thanks for today. :*

Bad news

Hell yeah. This morning Mr. Y brought a bad news which drop my CulTour mood. God! Mr. A. Why should your mother be that paranoid? You know what? You're the only reason I keep faith that I can through the 24-hour way to Bali on a bus. Aaaaaah.. Dont know what to do when you're not there for me to enjoy. :(

Mr. A

If there are Mr. B and Mr. C don't you wonder where's Mr. A? Yes there is Mr. A. Mr. A is kind of a real-can-be-touched Justin Bieber for me.
Well, I dont love him anyway. But I love to see him. Who girl doesn't like handsome boy? :))
Seeing Mr. A was a moodbooster for the SERU 3. Don't ever think because he's A he's number 1. No it's just random thing I use to initialing people in my life.
So I made this post only if you wonder Where is Mr. A?

Funny

Sometimes I just want to laugh. Laugh out loud. How could I talk about someone else in the posts while this blog theme is my true lover.

Muhammad Insan Ramadhan

Dear You, I do love you. Truly with my deepest heart. So much. Loving you is one thing I knew I can do better than anything else. But someone's heart is more complicated than you have ever thought. Even me, myself dont know what to say about this feeling.
I admit it you're the best man I have ever had. It's the most beautiful time ever in my life when I'm with you.
I love you marshmallow. So much. :)

Syndrome

Sometimes I wonder why.. Why I love you this much. How could I ever love a person this pure. And what's the point God keep this feeling. Feeling that I should love you always.

When I'm in anger or desperation, I think of you and suddenly those things gone. Crying for you makes me wanna love more than before.

Maybe you wont understand. But whatever. You'll never read this post anyway. :)

I'm not trying to be yours or whatever. But sometimes I just need you to be here. Talking to me. It's okay if you dont love me. This feeling will last forever anyway. And I'm not going to hurt because you have someone else. I will be happy for you in every condition. :)

If anybody knows what's the syndrome above called, tell me. :)

If Only

The last time you hug me tight at the isle, I know. I just feel it. You'll leave me one more time. But all things I can do is letting you go. That's why I was just living that time with you in silence.

When you come near me. Even only for three or four hours. Talking to me, walking and laughing with me, giving your shoulder to my tears. I treasure it. Every single seconds. Cause I know you'll just leave again the next minute.

I just love you.. You know?

Every steps you take leaving me, I count it in smile. Hoping for the next three hour. Waiting for those real smile. Hearing your cold voice. And see your lovely figures.

"I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling, dont be afraid
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
And all along I believe time would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more"

It's only love. If only you could feel it, Dear. <3