I found it hard not to post about you. So here I am. Posting for you, again.
Read only, I know. 50% of my messages for you always end up with read only. But doesnt mean i'm not hurt. I'm hurt okay? If only you would CARE. But you dont love me, do you? Not even a super tiny lil bit. That's what hurt most. But there's nothing I can say. I cant be angry.
Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day
Broken Hearted Girl Beyonce
Cause right now i'm tired. And i need your cold "dont cry. I miss you. And it's right what Mr. Y said. When you didnt reply my messages, it makes me miss you more, want to see you more, not making me angry or mad. I just believe that you're the one that strong enough to be relied on when I'm down. But unfortunatelly you dont want to. And all I can do is only be patient. I miss you like a damn hell right now but there's nothing I can do.
When you not-officialy say goodbye, It's like I'm watching sunset. Cause I believe you'll be back. I just have to be patient.
Be back soon, Mate. I miss my halfsoul. I'm dying to make you see I need you here right now. I need your personality. I need your tickle, your smile, your big nose and your super big round eyes.
You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of a winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
I wish that I was looking into your eyes
Won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay
Thinking of You Katy Perry
