No String Attached

No String Attached
It was so you and me, wasn't it?
I was like Adam, who's fallen in love with you. And you're like Emma the I-dont-have-affectionate. We never meant it to be like love growing in our hearts. But, you do feel something. That's why you leave. For like, five or six times? And me like. Well fine if you want it. We hang out, I ask you and you come. We did like... Yeaah. Having relationship 3 years ago but it only last 1 month and you left with no reason, everybody knows that. And we still keep contact even I had a boyfriend like... Yeah no string attached. But it was totally happening at the middle of 2010. We went to the movie, doing that things, had a cute nickname. I had started all and you followed me. But soon you realized that all of these things are wrong. And you left. Again. You move here now. And we start seeing each other again. The hang outs. But the last hangout, we did something wrong again. Saw a movie and I was like holding your hand but. You went again. I dont know how's your feeling about me. But I do love you. We never picked up whom we're in love with.
Hope someday you will miss me and try to find me like Emma try to find the lost Adam

2012

It's 2012 now and the first day of the new year had ruined by a problem. They never appriciate what I've given to him. Like you know I'm trying to change now I've 50% changed. I did everything to help him. Yet they still make count of my bullshit tweet. I know who's behind all of this. I'm hurt like hell you know? But you just dont understand. But whatever. I dont love Mr. C anyway. My feeling has gone, dont blame me. I dont care. I can manage the hurt-attack. The only thing I still cannot do is. Manage my heartbeat when Mr.B reply my messages. Oh my god. I'm still and so in love with him. ({})

Spicy Day

Today is a kind of busy and.....spicy day. Because my cute litle panda kind of having problem with spicy things. Everything was started when Mr. C ate some fried rice and... He felt terribly hot. See?



And then after that he went futsal and I went searching shirt maker and kite maker. He picked me up at the balubur with a red face because he had eaten maicih and craving for a "doubleyousee". =))
and the he turned into a crazy rider, honking everybody and finally we stopped at giggle box to waste and eat some food. =))
well aaaanyway. The awkward day doesn'tstop there. Tragically, we order beverages that........just say it... had a very very bad taste!!!!
We talk and laugh so much....
C: kenapa sih si mr. O terkenal di tasik?
I: ya wajar atuh bey. Ga ada meureun di tasik orang yg ganteng kaya gitu mah..
C: sebenarnya ada sih. Dulu. Sekitar setengah tahun yang lalu. *sambil manggut2 pegang dagu
You're so lovely honey bee. I love you so much. Thanks for today. :*

Bad news

Hell yeah. This morning Mr. Y brought a bad news which drop my CulTour mood. God! Mr. A. Why should your mother be that paranoid? You know what? You're the only reason I keep faith that I can through the 24-hour way to Bali on a bus. Aaaaaah.. Dont know what to do when you're not there for me to enjoy. :(

Mr. A

If there are Mr. B and Mr. C don't you wonder where's Mr. A? Yes there is Mr. A. Mr. A is kind of a real-can-be-touched Justin Bieber for me.
Well, I dont love him anyway. But I love to see him. Who girl doesn't like handsome boy? :))
Seeing Mr. A was a moodbooster for the SERU 3. Don't ever think because he's A he's number 1. No it's just random thing I use to initialing people in my life.
So I made this post only if you wonder Where is Mr. A?